Wednesday, December 4, 2013

National November Writing Contest Is Over


I can breathe a sigh of relief now. After my month long writing marathon, I made it over the finish line with over 52,000 words. This is my fourth year and I do enjoy the challenge. Not only that the reward is I have a rough draft for my next Nurse Hal book and am working hard on it now. Look for the book in the market soon. I'm struggling with the title but as the book unfolds now I think I'm going with The Courting Buggy. When I first saw the courting buggy that will be on the cover, my thought was of teenage Noah and my intention was to write a book about him to go with the book cover picture. It surprises me sometimes the twists and turns my imagination takes when I work on a book. Somehow the courting buggy has become a buggy for all of the Lapp family to appreciate. So in the coming days I will be busy working on this book and looking forward to Christmas.

Tuesday, November 19, 2013

Holiday book-Leona's Christmas Bucket List

The back of the book cover reads: Leona Krebsbach had lived a life that made her family proud. She raised her children and volunteered tirelessly in community groups and her church. Strong willed and always sure of what she wanted out of life, Leona was an example of the way to live for everyone that knew her. She told bible parables and Leona parables as examples to teach the honorable way to live with a strong Christian faith. When she finds out she will die soon, she takes charge of her final days by making a Christmas bucket list, so named because she knows she has very little time left. She takes care of every detail including her funeral arrangement so her daughters won't be burdened. At her age with a long life behind her, Leona Krebsbach thought she should feel better prepared for the end. She has one regret that bothers her. If only she had managed to atone for that one time so many years ago. If not for that awful time, she knew her mind set about dying would be different, but she can't change the past by herself. Her bucket list wasn't designed to do that. It would take a miracle so she decides to go to her grave without confiding what is bothering her. First chapter of the book Chapter 1 Goose feather size snowflakes glittered in the street lamp's golden glow, floating lazily like crystalline down. The ground outside the basement window of Limestone City, Minnesota's United Methodist Church turned white in a hurry. The scene made Leona Krebsbach imagine angels in Heaven with a wing shedding problem. Suddenly, the elderly woman felt light headed. She leaned her thin frame against the window sill for support and frowned. Please not now. The sinking feeling brought annoyance with it. Here in church of all places. Why couldn't this wait to happen until she was home? Why did she have to be bothered while she wanted to enjoy the winter view? Leona knew full well the weak spell made her face head on, that after years of watching similar scenes, this would be the last time she'd see a first snowfall. She wouldn't stand at this basement window ever again, gazing out at the dead grass between the church and the parsonage as the ground turned white. Out of all the snowfalls in a winter, she aways favored this first quiet, slow snowfall of the season. Quiet except for the banging of the lanyard against the flagpole in the post office yard across the street. Heavy nostalgia built as agonizingly as any pain might in her chest. At least, she hoped that was the cause of the unwanted pressure. With all the twinges she'd had lately, she couldn't be sure these days if she needed to brace herself for the end right away or not. So far the twinges had been false alarms. When the feeling passed, Leona sighed deeply and straightened back up. She took a deep breath and tried to bolster herself to face the fact she had to get ready for far worse moments yet to come. She had already decided she didn't have any intention of immediately taking to her sick bed and going quietly from this world. Not as long as she had the energy left to keep up her winter's pace. No telling how long she would have stood at the window, mesmerized by the gently falling snow, if Pastor Jim Lockwood hadn’t cleared his throat softly. Slowly, Leona turned to face him. The minister gave her a warm smile. He probably wondered why she hadn't left yet so he could lock the church basement exit door and go back home. The rest of the bible study group had cleared out some time ago. Leona admired the dark haired, dark eyed young minister. He was just like the son she'd wanted to give her husband, Clarence, and couldn't. She wished Jim Lockwood could grow old as pastor of this church while her grandchildren needed guidance, but she knew that didn’t usually happen. After a few years, ministers always got the call to go far away to another church. They moved out of the lives of the parishioners that had grown fond of them, leaving the congregation to have to get used to another minister. At her age, Leona knew she was a fine one to talk about getting used to changes. She figured out a long time ago she shouldn't mind changes in everyone else's life if the changes were for the better. In fact, she always looked forward with excitement to the new changes she made in her own life over the years. Like the time when she went back to school at the community college to learn to use a computer so she'd be able to carry a conversation with her grandchildren. She had to learn about the digital age after her grandchildren said her typewriter was as extinct as dinosaurs. These days when she made herself think about the changes ahead of her she wished time could stand still. She knew that was an impossible thing to ask the Lord to do for her, but she still wished just for a short time she didn’t have to face the inevitable. Putting off telling everyone that needed to know wasn't going to make a difference. She was pretty sure if she kept her illness a secret that wouldn't stop her death from happening. That would be a cruel thing to do to her family. She had to suck in how she felt and get up the courage to tell everyone that mattered in her life her days on earth were numbered. The twinges she'd felt lately were just a warning signal to prepare her. Her disclosure better be soon. At her age with a long life behind her, she admonished herself that she should feel better prepared for the end than she did. If only she had managed to atone for that one time she regretted so many years ago. If not for that moment in time, she knew her mind set would be different, but she couldn't change the past no matter how much she would like to do it. No bucket list was designed to take care of a tall order like that one, especially on such short notice like the one she'd been given. Leona gave the minister a wan smile. “You been standing there long?” “Didn’t want to sneak up on you and startle you while you were deep in thought,” he said as he crossed the room to look out the window with her. “You looked very pensive. Are you thinking about anything in particular?” “Several things. Life for one,” Leona said. “I was thinking how the seasons are like my life. I remember with fondness the spring time of my youth with loving parents and siblings. In the summer of my life, I married a wonderful man and raised two great daughters. Sharing the years of fall with a loving husband, that left me too soon, gave me many memories to keep me warm in the winter of my life. I've lived a long time and have been truly blessed thanks to God.” Pastor Jim put a hand on Leona's back as he stared at the snow. “You always manage to have a parable or story to fit the moment. Beautiful outside, isn’t it? God designed nature to paint everything white in time for the holidays. If only the snow covered landscape could stay pristine all winter instead of turning a dirty brown.” Leona chuckled. “I know exactly what you mean, but no way can we criticize the dust that blows in from the fields. That dirty farm land is what makes the income for farmers and businesses around here. Not unless you’re willing to make due with smaller collection plates.” “Smaller collections are a given this time of year anyway. Especially with the way the economy is now. The whole community has had to learn to make do, but we must keep praying that times will get better soon.” Pastor Jim gave Leona a sincere look. “I'm sure you know how to make do better than my generation. You had experiences in your life with tougher times then the rest of us will ever know. Times when you had to make do.” Leona sighed. “I expect that’s right. Make do and do without sometimes, too. That's something younger people today have no idea how it was. If the same thing happened to them, I fear they wouldn't know how to cope with the struggle. During the depression in the thirties, I saved everything, even broken items just in case I had a use for them or needed parts off the junk for later on. Clarence and I were savers just like the Krebsbachs before him and my family before me, the Palmers. My daughters would tell you I still save too many useless things even now when I shouldn't worry about finances. That's why my house has so many cluttered closets, and the outbuildings still hold things that Clarence couldn't bear to throw away. When I was first married, Clarence and I didn’t have money to buy writing paper so I could keep in touch with my parents. They were just two counties over, but we didn't have time to go see them as much as I would have liked. Sometimes, it was a matter of not having enough money in the budget to buy gas for the car. I wrote my mother as often as I could. I made do by tearing pages out of old Sears and Roebuck catalogs. I’d write my letters on the margin. Even then, I still had to sell enough eggs to pay for the envelopes and stamps.” “I’m sure your parents were happy to hear how Clarence and you were getting along no matter what your message was written on,” Pastor Jim assured her. “In those days, faith in the Lord, a good husband, loving family and friends put our struggles into perspective. I always felt rich in ways that counted. That rosy outlook is what kept Clarence and me going and looking forward hopefully to a promising future. That outlook paid off as you can see,” Leona told him. “Well put. I'm working on a Thanksgiving sermon to emphasize that very thing, wise lady. We should all learn to count our blessings just like you had to do in hard times, and I'm sure you still do now. When days are difficult, we have to learn to look forward to better days. Once a lesson is learned, we don't soon forget it, do we? My parents saved many things just like you did. No one knows how to save these days, and we do need to learn to recycle more than we do. I hear all the time that this nation is a country of wasteful people.” “Clarence always said you can look in the review mirror and lament the past. Or, learn from hardships faced by others, meaning our parents, and do a better job in your life time,” Leona said sagely. Pastor Jim nodded agreement. “A wise man, your Clarence. If you don’t mind, I'd like to quote you.” “I don't mind.” “Have a good attendance at bible study today?” He asked. “Yes.” Leona fiddled with the straps on her black purse. Assuming she was nervous about the drive home, Pastor Jim cautioned, “Drive carefully going back to the farm. Doesn’t take long for a wet snow like this one to make the roads slick. With night coming on, black ice is hard to see when it forms on the salt brined pavements.” Leona glanced out the window. The snow hadn't let up. If anything the flakes were coming down faster. “I’m a safe driver. I've had long years of winter driving practice to prove it.” She clutched her purse to her waist and turned to face the minister. “Pastor, I’m not ready to leave yet. I've been waiting for you to show up, because I have something I need to talk to you about.” “You sound serious. Now we must be going to get to the real reason you were so pensive when I came in. Let’s sit down.” Pastor Jim took her elbow and led her over to the black folding chairs lined up around one of the long white tables. He pulled out two chairs and held onto one until Leona eased into it. Leona plopped her purse and bible onto the table. As Pastor Jim sat down, she shifted the chair to face him. She had to look him in the eyes so she could use his strength to get her words out. “I need to tell you this will be my last time leading bible studies.” “What? Th -- this is so sudden. I hate to hear you want to stop. What will we do without you?” He blurted out, flustered. “Don’t worry.” Leona patted his hand reassuringly. “I’m not leaving you in the lurch. I took the liberty of asking Becky Smallwood to take my place. I thought I would make my leaving easier on you if I help you find someone else.” “Thank you for thinking about me. Becky’s okay, but just the same no one can take your place. You've been the best teacher for the job for so many years,” Pastor Jim said adamantly. “Besides, I’ll miss talking to you on Wednesday nights.” “I appreciate that. I know I’ve been as predictable as this snow, showing up here for years. Don't worry. Becky will be a fine teacher. She is very knowledgeable about the bible and a fast learner.” Leona licked her lips, mustering up the courage to continue. “Things have to change from time to time. That’s just the way life is. Sometimes, we aren’t given a choice so we have to make the best of it.” “Did someone say you can’t lead bible study anymore? Tell me who it is. I’ll have a talk with that person right away. I don't want you to stop teaching,” demanded Pastor Jim. “Actually, I was talking about you in regard to your accepting this change. You're right though. Someone did let me know I had to stop teaching bible study classes.” Leona paused, giving the minister an amused look. “I wager you talk to that someone every day, Pastor. Just the same, no amount of your pleading or praying will change the fact that I have to quit. What I need to tell you now is the hardest part, the reason why I'm quitting.” Looking into her sad, brown eyes, Pastor Jim's brow furled. “I’m not going to like this, am I?” “Probably not. Don't feel bad though. I’ve had trouble facing this myself so I know how you will feel when you hear my news. It's time to start talking about this problem out loud so I picked you to be the first. I want to practice on you. I hope you don't mind. I need to face this dilemma I have head on, but it has been hard taking the first steps. So in order to help me stay motivated, I've made a bucket list.” “A bucket list,” Pastor Jim echoed. “Yes, I have many details I have to take care of right away. Actually, I don't have much time to do get them done you see. One of the first details on the list is now taken care of, finding my replacement for bible studies.” “Making a list to remind you to get things done for the holidays is fine, but calling this list a bucket list might be a poor choice of words,” Pastor Jim reproached. Leona gave him a doleful look. “No, I used the right words.” “What’s wrong?” Pastor Jim croaked. “I’m going to die soon. I have liver cancer,” Leone said bluntly. The young man combed his hand through his hair and fixated on the floor. “I've felt something was wrong for a while now. You’ve lost weight, and your complexion is pale. I hated to bring it up. Knowing how efficient you are, I prayed you were on top of the situation and going to the doctor.” “Your prayers must have worked. I did get checked out. The doctor said there wasn't anything that could be done for me. You see I didn’t have much warning. Apparently, I'd had the cancer for some time and didn't know it. The doctor said I have only a short time left to live.” Leona rifled through her purse and brought out a small spiral notepad with Christmas decorations scrawled over the cover. “So just to show you I'm not joking, this is my bucket list, and I have to get the list completed as quickly as I can. Actually, I'm calling this a Christmas Bucket List, because that might be my deadline,” she said with dry humor. Pastor Jim combed his shaky fingers through his dark hair again. “I want to do anything I can to help you. Is there some of that list I can take care of to help you complete it?” Leona flipped through the notepad pages. “On page two of my bucket list is get details out of the way for my funeral to take the burden of details off my two daughters. Of course, I want to ask you if you will conduct the funeral service here.” The minister took her hand. “That’s a given, dear friend.” “Good. Now for scriptures, since I've lived in the country my whole life I've always been partial to the twenty-third psalm. You can pick the rest of the scriptures you want to fit into the service. The two songs I want the choir to sing are Amazing Grace and How Great Thou Art. If my girls have a hymn they like, they can add their favorites to make them feel better if they want to do that.” “All right. Done,” Pastor Jim said briskly as if they were planning details for a soup supper. While she read the items aloud, Leona was busy checking off the details in her notepad. “I was going to ask Becky Smallwood to sing a solo, but I didn’t have the heart to heap bible study duties on her and burden her with my demise and performing at my funeral all at the same time. So maybe she could lead the choir.” “What did you have in mind for her to sing just in case?” “Becky nails any song she sings. How about The Wind Beneath My Wings?” Leona asked. “I think everyone likes that one.” “That would be a super choice and fitting for you. Please allow me to work on these details in this bucket list of yours,” Pastor Jim insisted. “All right. I still have to contact the pallbearers I decided on to make sure they are prepared when Arlene calls them. I’ve already been to the funeral home, made arrangements there for the visitation and settled the bill. The casket I picked out is very pretty. It's dark pink with roses on both sides the handles.” Leona stopped to catch her breath. “You have been very thorough, I see. Not that I'm surprised. This is just the way you tackle everything you have always set out to do. Head on,” Pastor Jim said softly. “Yes, I’ve managed my life the way I wanted until now. I don’t see any reason to leave the details of my funeral for my family to have to do,” Leona assured him. “Besides, there’s some comfort in knowing how my life will end, and what will happen at my funeral.” “Not many people have your courage to face the end, planning like this, dear lady,” Pastor Jim said admiringly. “Well, it took some doing to get to this point. I’ve reasoned with myself about dying. You see, I've done my best to live a decent life. At least for the most part, I think my family will be proud of the way I lived. I think I know where I’m headed, and that's a comfort,” Leona said, pointing a finger toward the ceiling. “Carrying out my final details for my daughters so they won't have to gives me peace of mind.” “I can vouch for the honorable way you have lived your life. I'm as sure as you are that you will go to Heaven. I've always admired your self control that allows you to take charge of any task. Even at such a difficult time in your life as this one. You have the presence of mind to make your final plans by yourself, and do whatever else needs to be done. You always handle adversity head on, because you're a very strong woman,” Pastor Jim complimented. She cocked her head to the side. “I think the modern term the grandchildren and my daughters use for me is control freak. I've always put myself in charge, and I figure on doing that until the end so I know everything is done right to my satisfaction and goes smoothly.” “When it concerns the end of your life, no matter what anyone would say I will stand with you on this. I think you’re entitled to run the show the way you want it,” he joked with a weak smile. “Thank you,” Leona said as she reached over and patted his arm. “Somehow I just knew you would be on my side.” Pastor Jim looked worried. “Always, dear lady. This is upsetting to me to say the least. How is your family taking the news?” With averted eyes, Leona said, “They don't know yet.” “What! Your daughters need to be told. You should do that soon, before they hear the news from someone else,” Pastor Jim cautioned. “I will. So far the people that know, I told to keep this to themselves until I've had time to tell my family. I'm dreading that so much, but I plan to tell them right after Thanksgiving is over. Arlene will want to smother me with kindness or boss me around. Diane will be a basket case that we'll all have to take care of. So why spoil the last holiday we'll have together for the rest of the family,” Leona explained. Pastor Jim nodded. “I understand that, but you've been their rock for all these years. This will seem like a sudden blow to your daughters and hard for the whole family to absorb for a while. I guess you will not be able to come to church soon. Where will I find you for visits? The farm?” “No, my health will decline fast. I’ll need medical care very soon, and I don't want to burden my daughters and their families. Right after Thanksgiving, I’m moving into The Willows, a hospice house on the outskirts of town. Come there to see me whenever you have time.” Pastor Jim took a deep breath before he spoke. “Can I borrow your bible? I didn’t realize there would be a need to bring mine with me from the parsonage just to lock the church door.” Leona handed her worn thin bible to him. “Let’s pray,” he said, already bowing his head. She glanced out the window. The wind moaned a wailing cry as it whipped around the building, churning the snow into a furious haze. She needed to head for home right away. All she left home with was her handbag, and a prayer that this winter day would go well. She wasn't sure that would be enough to guarantee her a safe return home the way the storm had intensified. Other winters, she had always put an emergency supply kit in the car, but she hadn't gone to the bother this time. “I appreciate the prayer, but you know you don’t have to pray for me right this minute. I’ve accepted what is coming, and I certainly do expect you to be by my side to bolster me later on when I weaken,” Leona insisted. Gripping her bible in his hands, Pastor Jim said, “And I will be very glad to be there anytime you need me, dear lady. Just bear with me this once. I'm not only praying for you. I have to pray for strength for me so that I will be able to help you. I'm not going to be able to take your news too well until I get used to it,” he said, his eyes a misty blur. Leona laid a frail, blue veined hand on the pastor’s strong one. She said with a touch of humor, “Can you make it a short one, Pastor? I need to head for home soon. Like you said the roads will be slick. You see I can’t die in a car wreck today. I haven’t finished all the arrangements for my funeral yet, and I still have to complete the rest of my bucket list.” A few minutes later, Leona turned off the tree lined street and drove down Main Street. She noticed the last minute shopper hustle that always went on the day before Thanksgiving. Almost every parking place had a vehicle in it. That wouldn't change now until after Christmas shopping was over. Loretta Abbas hustled along the sidewalk, her arms loaded with bags. She stopped by her car and looked up as Leona drove by. Loretta fumbled with her car door, got it opened, set the bags on the back seat and managed to wave at Leona all in a heartbeat. Loretta was probably in a hurry to get home before dark, too. Seeing the woman was a reminder that Leona needed to call her. She wanted Loretta to head up a coat and clothes drive from one year to the next for the Indian Settlement. If Loretta turned her down, maybe the woman would be kind enough to find someone that did have time to volunteer. Suddenly, Leona felt maudlin about not being able enjoy the Christmas holiday. She had always looked forward to Arlene and Diane's yearly visit right after Thanksgiving. They spent a day with her, putting up the tree and decorating the house just like they did when they were children. Leona relished buying just the right gift for each member of the family and baking Christmas cut out cookies with the grandchildren. She made a large amount of fudge and divinity so the girls could take a box home. After a few failed attempts over the years, Arlene and Diane gave up trying to make candy. They told her they would rather enjoy the candy she made. The effort Leona put forth to make the holiday special for her girls and their families when they came home had always been a labor of love. After this, the girls and their families would have to make due with special memories from this Thanksgiving. She wouldn't be doing anything about Christmas except taking care of her bucket list if it wasn't done by then. Suddenly, Leona realized she was coming up to the grocery store parking lot. If she was going to make pumpkin pies, she needed more milk and eggs. Leona stepped on the brakes and fishtailed. She negotiated the turn into the parking lot and realized the lot was full of cars. Near the entry door, Leona spotted an empty handicap parking spot. She shouldn't park there. She wasn't legally able to, but she considered this an exception. She had to be careful. Falling on the slick concrete and breaking a hip wouldn't enhance her Thanksgiving plans. Luckily, Leona found one shopping cart left in the corral. She grabbed it and took off for the milk and egg section. By staying in the middle of the aisles, she dodged past the other shoppers, lingering along the sides. There weren't too many jugs of milk left. Leona put one in her cart. She thought better of that and picked up another. Her grandchildren drank milk. She was reaching for an egg carton when someone tapped her shoulder. Leona turned and found her son-in-law, Steve, grinning at her. “Fancy meeting you here, Leona.” “I guess. Looks like most of the town is in here right now. I was lucky to find one shopping cart not in use.” Steve nodded agreement. “Me, too. So about ready for the big day tomorrow?” “You bet and looking forward to every minute of it,” Leona assured him. “I thought you might be.” Steve turned serious. “Leona, how you feeling these days?” Leona questioned sharply, “Where did that come from?” “My secretary said she saw you coming out of Dr. Crane's office last week.” Steve shrugged. “Arlene hasn't mention you not feeling well so I thought I should ask.” Leona fumbled around with the egg carton, trying to find just the right place for it in the cart. “Leona, are you stalling?” “I might be,” Leona said stiffly. Steve came along side her cart so he could see her face. “There is something wrong, isn't there?” “Steve, you're a dear to worry about me. I plan on talking to Arlene and Diane right after Thanksgiving about my doctor visit. Can you keep what your gossiping secretary saw to yourself until then?” Steve grinned. “Sure.” “Promise me. I know how hard it is to keep from telling Arlene something like this, but this is important to me,” Leona implored. “All right, I promise, but only until after Thanksgiving. I might break my promise if Arlene doesn't get an explanation from you soon,” Steve said earnestly. “Now aren't you the hard taskmaster,” Leona teased. Steve shrugged. “I'm just concerned about you. Is there anything I can do for you until you talk to Arlene?” “Just enjoy tomorrow with me,” Leona said, giving him a quick kiss on the cheek. “I'll handle the rest in my own good time.” “Fine, but like I said make it soon. You're right. I don't like keeping secrets from Arlene. You know, driving isn't great tonight. Out in the country it has to be hard to see where you're going. You want me to take you home? We could leave your car in the parking lot, and Jason could drive it out tomorrow as we come,” Steve suggested. “Certainly not. If it's hard driving now, then you would have to come back to town by yourself. It will probably be even worse after dark. I don't want to have to worry about you making it home. I'll be careful. This isn't my first experience at driving on slick roads you know,” Leona chided. “Now I best get to the checkout lines. Might be a long wait for my turn. See you in the morning.” Look for the paperback at Smashwords and Amazon and the ebooks at Kindle Store, Nook Store and Smashwords.com

Tuesday, November 12, 2013

A Veteran's Book About The Vietnam War


My posts will be far and in between this month while I work on a book in the National Novel Writing Month Contest or known as NaNoWriMo. This is my fourth year of entering the contest and I am a little over the half way mark for my 50,000 words finish line, but I spend my time writing for the contest and have only that on my mind. My focus right now is to come up with a full book which I can later edit and publish at Create Space Self Publishing. That doesn't stop me from thinking about all the veterans that served our country. We can't imagine what they went through in battle with their lives in danger or those that lost their lives and what their families have gone through since as they sorrow from the loss of a loved one. Books from veterans are on the market. We need read them and educate ourselves to what it was like for those brave military Americans. One such book has been written by Mickey M. Bright about his three tours of duty in Vietnam. He battled not only the enemy but the substance abuse vises of the day along with many of his comrades in arms. His is a honest look at life under fire. You can buy his paperback book on Amazon or through Smashwords.com. The ebook version is in Nook Store, Kindle Store and on Smashwords.com. Whether I make it over the finish line with this book or not, it will be published sometime next year. This is another in the Amish series titled Nurse Hal Among the Amish. The book is Noah's Courting Buggy.

Sunday, October 27, 2013

Rememering Childhood Westerns & Combined Stringbean Hooper Westerns book

In the Ozarks near Schell City, Missouri reading books was an activity on evenings in the fall and winter when night came early. I remember the bare bulb suspended at the end of wires that disappeared into the ceiling and the string beside it that was used to turn it on and off. The heating stove divided the dining room and living room and broke the silence with its crackling and hissing as the wood Dad chopped heated the room.


First we listened to the radio programs my parents liked. John and I turned our chairs around at the table and stared up at the small ledge the radio perched on. A ledge too high for us to reach without standing on a chair. The radio was one in a list of do not touch items. During the day while Mom worked she listened to soap operas. At night after Dad and Mom came in from milking, we listened to westerns such as The Lone Ranger and Cisco Kid. Fiber McGee and Amos and Andy were all right, but more for laughs then cowboy and Indian stuff. As soon as those programs were over Dad shut the radio off.

There were times Mom had the quilting frame spread across the living room floor, and we all had to quilt. Other times, we put together a puzzle on a card table. If we'd acquired any books new to us we read only western paperbacks. Usually written by Zane Gray and Louis L'Amour. John and I had comic books about super heroes, too. In the parking lot next to the A&P Grocery Store in Nevada, Missouri was a one room shack filled with used books and comic books. The man traded two for one or you buy the books. We traded our comics back in and then bought a few.

So everyone picked up a book and settled in on those cold winter evenings. In the late fifties, my Uncle Sam gave us a black and white television. Wouldn't you know Dad found all the western programs that were so popular like Rawhide and Wagon Train. Not that we minded.


One genre I wanted to write when I started publishing my books was westerns just because I knew my parents would have liked that. My first western was The Dark Wind Howls Over Mary, a Stringbean Hooper Western. I gave a copy to my Aunt Bonnie and Uncle Harold at Cabool, Missouri. Aunt Bonnie gave Uncle Harold the book to read without telling him where she got it. He opened it up and read a portion, looked at her and said, “Hey, this is a pretty good book.”

She grinned as she said, “Now look on the front and see who wrote it.”

One western wasn't enough. I sent Stringbean and his wife, Theo, on an adventure across the country to California in Small Feet's Many Moon Journey.

Now I've put the two books together and am selling them for the price of one book in Amazon, kindle store and nook store. So if you are the fan of westerns here is your chance to get a bargain. Below is an excerpt from The Dark Wind Howls Over Mary.



Sheriff Stringbean Hooper figured there couldn’t be any other place much prettier in the middle of summer than this portion of the state of Montana. That’s what he would say if anyone bothered to ask his opinion which he didn’t expect to happen. No one else much cared what he thought.

The sky, a vast, robin egg blue, was dotted with a few, wispy, cotton mounds, lazily drifting from one horizon to the other. Circling high in a graceful arc over the sheriff’s head, an eagle screeched, breaking the silence. The waist high, prairie grass, as bright a green as it was going to get all summer, stretched out as far as the eye could see, waving gracefully back and forth in the breeze. Velvety, purple smudged foothills rose in the distance. The elusive, jagged, snow capped Rocky Mountain range towered behind them.

The countryside looked peaceful, but looks could be and were often deceiving. If he ever let his guard down in this wild country, he might wind up dead. The events of this morning made Stringbean more sure of that than he had ever been before. He felt trouble brewing way down deep in his gut.

Stringbean let his black and white, appaloosa horse, Freckles, pick his careful, skillful way through the grass. The horse tromped through a field of pink, bitterroot blossoms cupped skyward. The sheriff thought those flowers was extremely pretty. Ever so far along the trail, tall spikes, bursting all the way to the top with yellow blooms, shot up from the middle of large, wide, fuzzy, dull green leaves. He couldn’t put a name to that plant, but he liked the looks of it just the same. A village of prairie dogs perked up and scolded with sharp chatter, warning him not to ride any closer. He did just for orneriness to watch the dogs dived into their dens.

Happy to be alive, meadow larks trilled from the leafy cover of the aspen trees. Mourning doves cooed softly to their partners and were answered in the shimmering, hazy distance. A flock of chortling prairie chickens ignored the rider passing by, preoccupied with strutting their mating dances.

By mid morning, Stringbean breathed deep, inhaling the crisp, clean air filtering down from the mountain tops off the thawing snow. White patches still glistened on the highest peaks just above the purple haze that hung over the mountain’s cover of yellow pine. The ever present wind funneled through the valley, battering Stringbean’s black hat brim as he rode directly into it. He tipped his brim down to keep the wind from whipping his hat off. That helped keep the bright sun out of his keen eyes too so he could see where he was headed. Still in all, he figured he didn’t see a reason to complain. The snow cooled gusts, moaning over the prairie, made for a brief relief from the summer sun that beat down on him with an increased intensity.

Nearly forty years old, Stringbean earned his nickname back home in Missouri because of his tall, rawboned features. Brown hair and dark brown eyes ran in the Hooper family, and according to what most women told him he was easy on the eyes. He took their word for it. Listening to the rhythmic clip clop of his horse’s hooves on the hard packed trail relaxed him as he cantered along with one hand resting on his hip. It didn’t matter to him if he wasn’t going but a few miles. The ride relieved a little of the wanderlust in him that he had been born with. Trouble was, he knew down deep in his gut that this would have been a better day to be out for a ride if it hadn’t been for where he was headed. Very few places he dreaded going as Sheriff of Sully Town, but this sure was one of them.

Swiping the sweat beads that popped up on his suntanned forehead with his shirt sleeve, he hoped by the time the afternoon grew unbearably hot he’d be headed back down the trail toward the office. He cleared his throat and spit. It would have been nice to have a cool drink of water now and then to settle the dust, but he wasn’t about to ask for one where he had to stop. He mentally kicked himself for not thinking to fill a canteen for the ride. It was his own fault that he got in such a big hurry and forgot that little detail.

Just never know each morning when a fellow got out of bed how the day was going to turn out. Stringbean’s plan had been to laze around with his feet up on the desk, drinking as much coffee as he could before the pot cooled off. In the summer, it heated up the office way too much to stoke the stove just to keep the coffee warm.

He had figured to take it easy most of the day, watching the comings and goings on Sully Town’s Main Street from the sheriff office’s large, front window. On Mondays, town stayed pretty quiet. He didn’t figure he received enough wages to walk up and down the street, showing himself all day long when no trouble was brewing. Early in the week, ranch folks tended to stay home to work, having just been in town for church on Sunday. Toward the end of the week, women showed up in wagons or buggies to do their trading. On Saturday, farmers crowded Main Street, walking along side dust covered drifters and cowhands, headed straight to the Silver Dollar saloon. That was when he had to be on the alert for trouble way into the night. Once the cowhands got liquored up, no telling what kind of a ruckus he would have to break up. So on Monday morning, he generally figured he would stay put in the office and take it easy. Since his routine hadn’t changed in two years if anyone needed him, they knew where to find him. Sure enough, that was what happened.

After tossing the stack of newly arrived wanted posters he just went through out of his way, he relaxed back in his chair with his feet, propped on his desk, crossed at the ankles. He had just taken a sip out of a full cup of coffee when the town doctor, Doctor Clarence Strummer, burst through the door with such force it slammed against the wall. He looked as wild eyed as a spooked bronc. Startled by the sudden interruption to his quiet time, Stringbean dropped his feet off the desk and sat up fast, slopping coffee all over his clean, gray, cotton shirt. He groaned, but not from the coffee being hot. Since that was his third cup, the thick, black brew had cooled down considerably which was a good thing. Problem was, Stringbean only had two shirts. They happened to be just alike, but the other one was at the laundress, Ginny Holstead, getting washed.

“Tarnation, what’s got yer pants on fire?” Stringbean snapped. Jerking his red handkerchief out of his back pocket, he rubbed the numerous, dark stains spreading across his chest.

The doctor stalked across the room. “Sorry about that, Stringbean. I got a problem. I can’t find my wife anywhere. She’s missing,” he cried, wringing his hands together.

At the distressed sound in his voice, the sheriff stopped rubbing the stains to give Doc a good once over. Usually, he was neatly dressed with his thick, black hair combed back from his high forehead and slicked down to his ear lobes. Not this time. His hair spiked out every which way like he had just crawled out of bed. Without his suit jacket on, he looked a fright in a wrinkled, not so white shirt. Looked as though he had slept in it. No sir, Doc didn’t look his dudie self at all.

“Just settle down yer horses. Tell me what happened,” Stringbean ordered, pointing to a ladder back chair in front of the desk. “Let me get you a cup of coffee. Looks to me like you could use one.”

The tall man plopped down and rubbed his forehead like he had a headache. “Last evening, Mary Alice said she was walking over to the Sullivan ranch to visit her folks before dark. She intended to spend the night. I had to go out on a call at the Bar M to check Slim

Stevens’s broken leg I set last week.”

“I’ll be dern. Slim Stevens broke his leg?” That was the first time Stringbean had heard that news. He handed Doc the coffee.

“Yes, but he’s getting along fine.” Doc’s dark brown eyes narrow as he gave the sheriff an irritated glance for interrupting him. “Anyway when I came back home last night, my wife had already left. This morning, I rode over to the Sullivan ranch in the buggy to pick her up like I told her I would. Her father says she never showed up. So I don’t know where she is.” Doc combed his fingers through his hair, frazzling it even worse in every direction. He took a drink out of the cup and made a face.”

“All right. Take it easy. What’s your problem now?”

“You call this brew coffee. Why, it’s worse than any medicine I give out,” complained Doc as he set the unfinished coffee on the desk. “What you going to do about my wife?”

“Never claimed it was good coffee. Don’t hurt me, and I drink it all the time,” Stringbean said, defensively. “Now about your wife, I’ll start checkin’ with the neighbors out yer way and see if she stopped at one of their places to visit. Chances are that’s just what she did. Which of

the neighbors would she be most likely to visit?”

Doc growled, “The old Indian witch that lives behind me. Never have seen what Mary Alice finds about that old woman to like. She visits Maggie Dawson on a regular basis, too.”

“Kind of agree with you where Matilda Vinci is concerned. I’m not lookin’ forward to visitin’ her. She’s just a little bit too spooky for me, but I’ll go see both them women. You best head back home. If she just decided to visit somewhere besides her folks, she might already be home by now,” Stringbean reasoned to calm Doc down.

“Sure thing, Stringbean. I hope you’re right. Mac’s having a fit, because I don’t know where Mary Alice is. He’s not one to have mad at you, if you know what I mean.” With that Doc left out the door, leaving a trail of dried, clay chunks from his shoes.

Stringbean frowned when he saw the mess. He had already used floor sweep that morning. He considered once a day his quota for cleaning the office. While he swept the mess out the door, he wondered where the doctor tracked in clay. Then it came back to him, Doc said he had been to the Bar M ranch. That red dirt must have come from there.

The neighbor back of Doc Strummer’s place was Matilda Vinci, a middle aged, medicine woman. That’s where Stringbean headed when he left the office. Captured by the Sioux when she was a youngun, Matilda became a member of the tribe. After her brave was killed in the Little Big Horn fracas, Matilda showed up in Sully Town, sprouting amber braids and dressed in a beaded, rawhide gown. Folks distrusted her for the first while. It didn’t take long for Matilda to get herself some store bought clothes so she looked like other white folks. A loner, she settled down on the prairie to homestead forty acres.

One thing led to another, and soon folks learned that gruff, old woman, using her Indian

shaman ways, was better than no doctor at all. That reasoning didn’t make being around Matilda

Vinci any easier as far as Stringbean was concerned. Depending on her mood, some days she acted like a medicine woman. Other days, he would swear she seemed to be instilled with witch’s powers.

Only way to get to her place on horseback was down a cow path near Doc’s house that wound back into the timber that joined Doc and Matilda’s place. If he didn’t count her wolf dog, Matilda lived alone. She liked it that way. Her log cabin was right in the middle of a large clearing. With that sassy dog to warn her when someone rode in, not much chance that anyone would ever be able to sneak up on the old woman. Her mutt heard Stringbean’s horse a quarter a mile away. The dog yapped to tell Matilda that Stringbean was riding in long before he reached the clearing. The sharp barks echoed against the bluffs along Mulberry Creek on the far side the timber and right back at Stringbean, unnerving him even more.

The sheriff moseyed across the clearing, pretending a confidence he didn’t feel. Growing increasingly jittery, he neared the front of the cabin, not knowing if a rifle was pointed at him or not. The door stood wide open. The interior of the cabin was pitch black. No way to see, but he suspected Matilda was probably leaned against a back wall with a rifle aimed at him.

The mangy, gray-black dog, his neck hairs standing on end, pranced back and forth on the lean-to porch, barking roughly. No one would make it through that cabin door if Matilda didn’t call the dog off unless they shot that mean mutt first. Stringbean considered doing just that for the pleasure of putting that yapping hound out of his misery, but a gut feeling warned him, he would be the next one shot if he tried a fool trick like that.

As he studied the watch dog, he came to the conclusion that Matilda and that wolf dog made a good pair. He had the same kind of glittering, black eyes and snaggle tooth sneer as her, but at least, a fellow knew where you stood with the hound. Beat never knowing what the lady of the house’s mood would be from one moment to the next. Her best mood was cranky, and her worse was down right dangerous.

“Hello, the house,” the sheriff called.

Dark gray smoke chugged fast and thick out the cabin’s rock chimney. He got a whiff of something bitter stinky on the breeze. It made him wrinkled up his nose. The medicine woman was brewing up potions for her putrid smelling poultices. Some folks swore by what she handed out for cures. They thought she had better healing skills than an educated doctor. Just the smell was enough to make Stringbean glad he stayed healthy around her. For sure, he wasn’t curious what Matilda's medicine tasted like. He didn’t even want to find out what ailment a potion that rotten smelling would be used for.

Looked like he guessed right. The wrinkled, leather skinned woman edged slowly out onto the porch, carrying an infantry carbine aimed right at Stringbean’s gut. It passed through his mind that she might have picked that old carbine up at the Little Big Horn when she went to find her brave’s body. Not that he considered asking her. He figured getting nosy about her past with the Indians held a certain, death wish.

With restless eyes, Matilda checked around the clearing to see if the sheriff came alone. She lowered the weapon slightly. “Hush, dog!” She yelled. Pointing to the end of the porch, she ordered, “Get away.”

With his scruffy tail between his legs, the dog cowered. He slinked to the end of the porch and leaped down into the grass. He sniffed the ground and turned in a circle three times. When he had found the best place, he slowly laid down and curled up in a ball with his chin on his front legs. One eye shut, but the other stayed open, aimed right at the sheriff.

Stringbean vowed silently that just the harsh sound of that old healer’s threatening

command would have been enough to make him turn tail. She wouldn’t have to shoot at him. The scowl on her face was added incentive. Sweat beads from the edge of her braided, amber streaked, gray hair dripped down Matilda’s cheeks. The top of her faded, calico dress darkened with a spreading, sweaty wetness across her chest. Evidence that she had been standing over the cookstove for some time, stirring a kettle of boiling who knows what. The foul, steamy smell floating out the door grew stronger by the minute. His stomach turned over. Being up right close made Stringbean positive, he didn’t want to ever use the old woman’s medicinal services. Matilda reached into a pocket on her skirt. Stringbean tensed. He didn’t know what would be in her hand when it came back out. Turned out to be a large, red handkerchief. She made a swipe across her glistening face. If he had been in the presence of anyone else, he might have felt a little sheepish -- no a lot foolish -- at acting so skittish all the while that old woman gave him the evil eye.

The sheriff tried to take a deep breath, slow and easy like, so the cross, old healer wouldn’t notice how uneasy he felt. He wanted to put up a good bluff. “Howdy, Miss Matildie. You know me, I reckon?”

“Sure, I know you, Sheriff Stringbean Hooper,” snorted Matilda, propping herself against

her porch wall. She glared down her beak shaped nose at him like a hawk sizing up her prey.

Leaning forward in the saddle, he rested his right arm across the pommel. Putting forth as good a front as he could muster, he looked her right in the eye. He was determined not to act as though this cranky, old woman scared the bejeezus out of him even though she did.

“You expectin’ someone in particular?” Stringbean asked, nodding toward her rifle. Seemed to him she was being a might over cautious for a woman who should be used to having folks stop all the time for her potions.

Matilda lowered the rifle even more. “Reckon not. What you want here? Look plenty healthy to me.” She leaned her head to one side and studied Stringbean like she could see right through him.

“I wondered if you had seen anything of your neighbor, Mary Alice Strummer, in the past couple days?” He asked, trying keep his voice easy going.

Matilda paused to think back. “Not since a couple weeks ago. I came across her in the timber while I was gathering woody nightshade leaves to make an extract. Mary Alice was picking raspberries.” Her eyes narrowed. “Why you ask?”

Stringbean scratched an itchy bump on the side of his head where a mosquito nailed him in the timber. “Seems Mrs. Strummer has been missin’ since last night. The good doctor is worried about his wife so I’m out asking around.”

“The good doctor is worried, is he?” She squawked sarcastically in her harsh voice and snorted.

She sounded full of sour grapes to the sheriff. The way he heard tell when he first came to town, that old woman had a good business as a healer until Doctor Clarence Strummer showed up in Sully Town a few years back. Since then Matilda had been reduced to mostly midwife duties which cut her income considerably. Stringbean didn’t have all day or the patience to listen to her complain about Doc Strummer. Besides something about the way she sized him up had him feeling mighty skittish. She looked like she was ready to put a curse on him for talking favorable about Doc. With the way Matilda looked at him, Stringbean wanted to get down to business and get the heck out of there. “You didn’t see Doc’s wife yesterday?”

“I just told you I haven’t seen her for days,” Matilda bristled. Then she changed her mind and added, “You might ride over east of Doc’s place to the Dawson ranch. Talk to Maggie

Dawson. Mary Alice visits with her on a regular basis I hear.”

“Much oblige, ma’am.” Stringbean touched his hat brim, clicked to Freckles and turned to leave.

“Oh, Sheriff Hooper,” Matilda called, walking to the edge of her porch.

Stringbean pulled up on the reins. He twisted at the waist to look back at her rather than turn his horse around in case Matilda had that carbine pointed at him again. At least if he had to leave in a hurry, he figured he ought to be headed in the right direction.

“If I were you I’d find Mary Alice real soon,” she said, giving an uneasy glimpse toward the timber between her cabin and Doc’s house. “Yesterday I knew something was wrong. I felt the dark wind howl over Mary Alice.”

With that said, she whirled and disappeared through the open door which signaled the hound the sheriff’s visit was for sure over. He rose up and came back to his post on the edge of the porch. The mangy, gray hair on the back of his neck stood up. He started a growl that rumbled deep in his throat, slipped through his bared, snaggled teeth and out his snarling lips.

As far as the sheriff was concerned, the mutt shouldn’t have bothered to get that worked up. Stringbean couldn’t have been more ready to leave on his own. That dog didn’t need to tell him twice.

Still watching the cabin, the creeps soaked through Stringbean when the old woman faded into the darkness beyond her door just like she disappeared in thin air. Stringbean consider himself a fair to middling smart man. He knew it was the darkness of the room that made her hard to see. At least, he wanted to think that was it. He supposed Matilda counted on the fact that most folks weren’t smart enough to figure that out. She liked keeping everyone off guard about her spooky powers, whatever they be.

Tuesday, October 22, 2013

Apples & More Apples & Excerpt from Poor Defenseless Addie-Mystery series book 7

Whose idea was this orchard we started? It was 22 years ago. I say it was my husband, Harold, who thought of fruit trees. He says it was me. He remembers when his brother, Aubrey, gave me the plum tree sprout at the edge of his yard. It came from his neighbor, Mrs. Kosta's old tree so that tree bears her name. The pear trees came from a pasture we rented close to Hannan Lake. I started them from seed in a flower bed so the three of them are Stolte's trees. Harold's mother gave us a peach tree that came up in her garden. The rest were purchased and planted by Harold. So it must have been a joint decision to have an orchard.


We waited for what seemed forever to see fruit on our trees. The old fashion apple trees had grown tall before they bore apples. The dwarf trees didn't take as long. So after all these years and two spring freezes that took away the fruit, this year we have a bumper crop of apple, pears, plums and just a few peaches. Give it time. We have two young trees growing fast. We didn't miss a bumper crop of peaches off the old tree in the garden. Harold's mother gave us all we could pick at her house.

I've canned since I was old enough to help my mother. It was just part of what I was brought up to do. We plant a garden that has a variety of vegetables so I can what we can't eat fresh and the extra fruit, too. What's different about this year? An over load of fruit on each tree. Some limbs leaned to the ground and others broke off. Harold climbed a ladder with his fruit picker with a determination to get every pear or apple. On the extension ladder he could reacher higher, but the wind blew the limb. The ladder slid. Harold landed on the ground. Thankfully, he wasn't hurt, and after that he used the step ladder.

I managed to keep up with Harold's efforts and can all the pears. Then the first tree of apples were ready. Harold picks the downfalls up. He lined up buckets of apples on the small back porch leaving just enough walkway for us to get into the house. Then he started placing buckets on the front porch.

After days of canning 5 or 6 hours a day, I suggested we take my 93 year old Aunt Liddie in Centerville, Iowa apples. She puts them in the freezer for winter. We needed the break anyway and had a fun visit with her and my cousin Lawrence. She said a bushel would be enough. I slipped her three bushels in the feed sacks.

I mentioned to my aunt the amount of fruit I'd canned and had more to go. I may have sounded like I was complaining. She smiled at me. “I always loved to can. I thought it was fun.” Well, sure. I think I thought it was fun about 50 bushel of fruit ago.

Someone else said canning always gave her a sense of accomplishment when she was done. I agreed with that. I felt like I had accomplished something about the time I had all the apples canned on the back porch. That feeling only lasted until Harold reminded me daily of the bucket count on the front porch which kept increasing.

Still I'm plugging away at this fun endevor which is giving me a sense of accomplishment until I run out of jars or can lids. One thing is for sure, I can look at my filled shelves in the basement and know that we're going to eat well this winter.


I wrote book seven in my Amazing Gracie series “Poor Defenseless Addie” last November in the Nanowrimo contest. I had six months to edit the book and publish it through Create Space. All I had to do was write 50,000 words in that month. I've done it successfully two years in a row, but a holiday in November makes it a little more difficult.


The story is about an elderly woman in Locked Rock, Iowa. Her son comes to visit, and each time Gracie Evans and the other residents come to visit Addie she has bruises on her. They suspect elder abuse from Addie's son and worry about Addie.

Here is an excerpt from that book.



Gracie came to Addie's rescue. “Now seems to me, I remember my father saying anyone can count the seeds in an apple. No one can count the apples in a seed until you plant it and grow the trees.” Addie put on a big smile as she nodded she agreed. Madeline and Melinda grew quiet, pondering the saying while Gracie changed the subject. “How long does your son plan on staying with you?”

Addie shrugged her shoulders. “He didn't say.”

“You know you would save us a lot of trouble coming here to visit you if you would just move into the mansion with us,” Gracie said bluntly.

Addie stretched up to glare at Gracie. “Leave my home! I never want to do that. I was born here, and I figure to die here.”

“Gracie!” Melinda scolded. “What a thing to say to her.”

Madeline patted Addie's arm and tried to rephrase Gracie's suggestion. “What Gracie so crudely meant was you would like living with us. You can have all the tea you want and three good meals a day. You wouldn't have to work anymore.”

“Or, wait on that good for nothing son,” mumbled Gracie.

“I read lips, Gracie. That wasn't a nice thing to say about my kin,” Addie complained.

“She's sorry if she hurt your feelings,” Melinda said and looked sharply at Gracie. “Tell her you're sorry, Gracie.”

“I'm sorry. I know you cain't help what kind of kin you get,” Gracie said loudly.

Addie made a clucking sound with her tongue. “I'm not sure that's much better of an apology,” Addie said, looking at Madeline. “But knowing Gracie Evans, I best take what I can get.”

“I'm afraid we have all learned that about Gracie in so many ways. You do know that we all are worry about you, including Gracie,” Madeline said.

“I thank you for that, but don't worry.” Addie paused then said in a strained voice, “Wonder where Homer went?”

“He's picking apples. We saw him from the kitchen window when we fixed the tea,” Melinda said.

“Perhaps, you better leave before he comes back in. When he's tired after he's been standing on that ladder, he can be really grouchy,” Addie said.

“How does she tell the difference when he isn't grouchy?” Gracie mumbled.

Melinda said, “Careful now. Don't make Addie mad again. Come over here and help me out of this chair.”

“Addie, we'll go now. About the apple cake recipe, we can come back for it again some other time when you're feeling better,” Madeline said.

“Sure. Any time,” Addie said. “Maybe next time you come back, like I said, I'll feel like baking another apple cake to share with you.”

As soon as they were out of the house, Melinda gave a heavy sigh. “I hate to say it, but I am so glad to be out of there before Homer came back.”

“So am I,” agreed Madeline. “What a difference in attitude Addie has now.”

“How so?” Gracie asked.

“Before she always hated to see us go, and today she was asking us to leave,” Madeline said. “What does that tell you?”

“That she's trying to protect us from that man,” Gracie said in frustration.

“We have to help poor defenseless Addie before something happens to her,” Melinda said woefully, looking over her shoulder at Homer on the ladder.

Gracie stopped walking and turned to stare at Homer. “We should just march over there to that man and demand he get out of town right away before we turn him into the law for harming his mother.”

“Oh, I don't know about that, Gracie,” Melinda said.

“That sounds dangerous to me,” Madeline agreed.

“Not so much if we all stick together. We have to act like we aren't afraid of him,” Gracie blustered. “Let's go do it before we lose our nerve.” She marched back across Addie's lawn toward the trees with Melinda and Madeline behind her.

Melinda whispered to Madeline, “This isn't a good idea. I'd lost my nerve the minute Gracie told us what she wanted to do.”

“I did, too,” gulped Madeline.

Gracie stopped abruptly not too far from Homer's ladder. Madeline and Melinda bumped into her, causing her to give them a stern look. The three of them put on their best I mean what I say faces as they looked up at the large man on the ladder. He was so busy he didn't have a clue they were around.

Finally, Gracie said gruffly, “We want to talk to you, Mr. Homer.”

He looked down. His face, outlined by his mop of greasy, black hair, turned fire engine red at the sight of them. “What do you want?”

“Like I said, we want to talk to you. Come down off that ladder,” Gracie commanded, pointing a stiff finger at the ground.

Homer tromped down the ladder faster than any fat man has the right to move and stalked toward them. When he came out of the shade of the apple tree, the west sun struck him in the face. His dark eyes turned an evil fiery red in the sun's reflection as he focused on the women.

Behind Gracie, Melinda muffled a frightened eek. Madeline mumbled a quick prayer. Gracie looked straight ahead with her hands on her hips, but the closer the man came and the more threatening his size appeared, the weaker her resolve grew.

Homer towered over all three of them huddled together like mice cornered by a mountain lion. “I thought I made it clear you aren't wanted around here.”

“You did,” Gracie said.

“Why don't you three old hags head back where you came from and leave us alone,” he stormed.

“I said we had something to say to you,” Gracie allowed. “And we figure on saying it.”

“Mr. Homer is busy now. We're interrupting him, Gracie. Maybe we better wait until another time when he isn't busy,” Melinda whispered in one ear.

Madeline whispered in the other, “This isn't working. Please change the subject quick.”

Gracie didn't take long to decide with Homer glowering down at her. “Spit it out so I can go back to work.”

“We --- we were wondering if we could buy a pail of apples from you,” Gracie managed to get out.

Homer snorted. “You were, were you? That's what this is all about? You got a quarter on you.”

Gracie dug in her skirt pocket and pulled out a quarter. She held it out to him. Homer snatched it and turned to leave. “One more thing.”

Homer twisted and gave Gracie a dangerous glare of exasperation. “What is it now?”

“Gracie, no,” Melinda whimpered.

Madeline elbowed Gracie in the ribs.

“All right,” Gracie whispered out of the side of her mouth. She focused on Homer, paused a minute to think and asked, “Do you have to pick out the pail we take or can we do it?”

“Just get a pail and get out of here. Don't even bother bringing the pail back. I don't want to see you again,” he stormed.

Gracie grabbed a five gallon bucket of apples. As she lugged it to the end of the lawn, she groused, “You two each owe me eight cents. I'm not going to get stuck with the whole cost of this bucket, because you two don't have any backbone.” She set the pail down. “Another thing. You two are going to take turns carrying this bucket home, too. I can't get it all the way there as heavy as it is.”

“Aunt Pearlbee isn't going to be happy with more apples,” Melinda said. “She hasn't cooked up the others Addie gave us.”

“Now is a fine time to tell me that. What did you expect me to say?” Gracie asked. “I could tell the two of you weren't going to stand up to that man with me. Melinda, I'm sure Homer heard that weak screeching noise you made when he came at us.”

“That was a sneeze,” Melinda defended. “I can't help it if I had to sneeze.”

“How about you, Madeline. Last thing that sounded like we could stand up to that man was you breaking into prayer,” Gracie said. “Lot of good that was going to do to protect us again a man without a religious bone in his body if he was going to beat us up.”

“Oh, brother! I was scared. I knew right away we were in trouble if we said what you wanted to about him leaving,” Madeline said. “Are you going to tell me you weren't scared, Gracie?”

“Nope, I cain't do that. To tell the truth, I darn near wet myself when that man got so close I could see his nose hairs.” Gracie conceded softly, “Reckon that plan was a bad idea.”



Monday, October 14, 2013

Cancer Awareness Month & the loss of a loved one-Excert from Sunset Til Sunrise On Buttercup Lane

Connie Risner
September 30, 1952- July 21, 1913

A romance book is released written by Connie Risner. The title is Sunset Til Sunrise On Buttercup Lane. You can find the paperback version on Amazon. The ebook is in Nook and Kindle stores and soon to be on Smashwords.com.

This month is Cancer Awareness Month so it's only fitting that a book by Connie that talks about the aftermath of cancer for a love one is ready to release now. Connie and I were sister-in-laws in the Risner family. We shared sort of a sisterhood of two members and always a close one.

We all have goals we want to complete or dreams that should end happy. Years ago, Connie and I both dreamed about being an author. We even took some writing classes together. I was committed to work on my writing skills as was Connie, but the future held a different path for each of us. She went to work which limited her time. Still she found a few moments to revise the story she was working on a couple of times before her life changed for the worse.

In 1999, Connie was diagnosed with stage four breast cancer. From then on her goal was to live as long as possible, and she did a good job of keeping the cancer at bay for years. Her dream became to live long enough to spend as much time as she could with her grandchildren.

Connie passed away in July of this year at theyoung age of 60 after her long battle. She put up one heck of a fight to stay alive, and she did it with with courage and grace. Early on, she told me she'd cried her tears when she was first told she didn't have long to live. Whatever time she had left she wanted to laugh not cry. Her outlook and brave face when she was around the rest of the family helped make it easier for us to except what was going to happen to her. We faced the future with her as she held on as long as she could.

In those years of struggle with cancer, Connie didn't have time or the energy to think about her book. Before the last few years, authors didn't have the option of being an Independent author like they do now. After she was gone, her husband, Aubrey, found a box with her manuscript in it. When he told me of his discovery, I grew excited about the prospect of turning the story into a book for Connie, and that's happened. All of us close to Connie felt so helpless as we watched her in the last months of her life. We knew she was losing the fight. We couldn't make it better for her, but I sure can do something for her now. I can make her dream to become an author come true.

We hear many stories of survivors, and about people who didn't survive. Connie held out hope for a long time that some day a cure would be found so that she might live to see her grandchildren grow up. We wished for that with her. It wasn't to be, but that day will come for future cancer patients as it has for other illnesses. We have to believe that.

In the meantime, we've helped Connie's dream come true to be an author. It's a bittersweet moment for me. Connie would have been so proud of this accomplishment had she been here to enjoy the moment. She left us behind to enjoy it for her never knowing that her book has been published.


Connie wrote a general romance fiction book. With her sense of humor, I can hear her distinctive laughter as she wrote some of the passages. In other places, we see how upset and depressed Jessica Showman Cartan has become with the lost of a loved one who died from cancer. Here is an excerpt from Sunset Til Sunrise On Buttercup Lane by Connie Risner.

The weekend passed much too quickly in spite of all the interruptions from Mark. He called several times, wanting to apologize, but Jessica refused to talk to him and hung up. It was probably wrong not to smooth things over with one of the lawyers in the firm, but on a personal level, she was angry yet. That was how she felt, and she didn't care about making up with Mark. If he really thought about her the way he described, he wasn't worth trying to straightened things out with.

Monday came. Though she dreaded another run in with Mark at the office, the day was hectic enough to keep her busy. That kept her from thinking about anything else.

That morning, Mr. Cartan rushed from his office, carrying some new reports that he wanted done immediately. “When you're finished bring the reports in right away.”

“Yes, sir, Mr. Cartan,” she replied. “Is there any certain one that needs my attention first?”

“No, just do them all.”

Marsha waited until Steven closed his office door and glanced behind her at Joan's vacant desk. Considering that a perfect moment to talk to Jessica, she hustled over and plopped herself down on the edge of the desk. “How are things going with Mark?”

Jessica scrunched up her shoulders and let them drop as she kept fingering through the reports that needed typed up. “He called a few times too many over the weekend to say he was sorry. I just couldn't discuss what happened with him so I hung up on him. Every time I think about what he accused me of I get really upset. I feel if that is what he thinks of me he isn't worth my time.”

“Don't be too hard on him, Jess,” Marsha said. Glancing over to make sure Joan was still gone, she whispered, “Like I said Joan probably put a lot of those ideas in his head.”

“I'm sure of that, but that's no excuse for how he acted. He has a mind of his own, and he knows me a lot better than that. I thought we were best friends,” Jessica said.

“Jess, wake up. Mark must think he has more than just your friendship,” Marsha exclaimed.

“Obviously, he does, but that makes it worse that he wouldn't believe my explanations,” Jessica told her.

“You should look at this from Mark's viewpoint. He felt his territory was being invaded. Men are that way you know. Being protective is what makes them so irresistible.”

Jessica gave that a moment's thought. “Marsha, you may be right. Mark may have been ready to push me for a commitment, but I just don't know if he's the one I want to spend the rest of my life with.”

“You're such an old fashion girl. I love you for that,” Marsha said. “I sure don't have your indecision problems. I know what I want, and I go get it. Let me give you a piece of advice. Sometimes you have to give a little of yourself in order to get what you want.”

Marsha was a bright but impulsive woman. Jessica just didn't happen to go along with her point of view. “Oh, Marsha, that isn't me. I can't use your advice. I want all of it my way or nothing at all. The ring first, then marriage and then whatever goes with it.”

Marsha pushed her lower lip out in a pout. “If I waited around for a man to offer me a ring, I'd never have any fun.”

Jessica gasped at the brazenness of that statement. She heard a giggle across the room and glanced over her shoulder. Joan was back. She hissed, “Honestly, I can't believe the things you tell me. Doesn't it bother you Joan is listening to us? We shouldn't be talking about this subject in the office. It just makes more office gossip for her to repeat.”

“You're right. I'll catch you some other time outside the office and take up where I left off with more advice,” Marsha whispered with a wink.

It didn't take Jessica long to finish typing the reports once Marsha stopped bothering her. She knocked on Mr. Cartan's door. He called come in. She opened the door. “Here are the reports.”

“Thanks, Miss Showman. That was quick. Would you please take a seat. I want to talk to you.”

Jessica sensed the talk was going to be about something troubling her boss by the look on his face. Here it comes, she thought as her stomach did flip flops. He's going to fire me.

Steven Cartan cleared his throat and rested his chin on his hands as he gaged her with an intent look. “I want to talk to you about what happened at your desk Friday.”

“I really don't feel like talking about it,” Jessica said flatly.

“I feel we should clear the air. I know you're upset. I've seen it all day,” he said with a worried expression.

“All right, I'll say I'm sorry for making a scene, Mr. Cartan. I know what happened was out of line. It will never happen again,” Jessica said, hoping that was noncommittal enough without going into details about his partner to help her keep her job.

“I'm not worried about what it looked like in the reception room. There wasn't anyone else to witness Mark and you arguing except me. What I wanted to say was I want to apologize if I made any trouble for you with Mark by taking you out to dinner. That wasn't my intention.” Steven gave her a weak grin. “Actually from what I heard of your conversation with Mark, he had that slap coming. I just wanted to say I'm sorry if I caused any part of the disagreement between you two. The last thing I want is to have you unhappy at work.”

“Oh,” Jessica said weakly. She didn't expect him to say that about his business partner. “No need for you to apologize. Mark and I do need to work on the problem ourselves. You didn't cause his issues by taking me out to dinner. He did that all by himself by coming to the wrong conclusions and assuming too much about our relationship.”

Steven's eyebrows flew up.

“By that I mean Mark and my relationship,” Jessica corrected.

Steven concentrated on turning a pen end for end on top of his desk. “I see. I know it's none of my business, but I wondered if you and Mark had straightened everything out over the weekend and made your peace,”

“I see. Was there anything else you wanted, Mr. Cartan?” Jessica asked.

He said casually, “That's it. Would you like to have dinner with me again tonight?”

Jessica gasped. “I can't!”

“You can't or you won't,” Steven said quietly. His face was unreadable.

“I can't. I don't have time. I told you my sister is getting married. She needs my help getting ready for the wedding,” Jessica said.

“Maybe some other time. I really enjoyed dinner with you last night. If you ever need someone to talk to I want you to know I'm a good listener,” Steven said.

“Thank you. I better get back to my desk now.” Jessica hurried out before he had a chance to respond. She wondered what he had up his sleeve, standing up for her like that against his business partner.

Did he mean it when he invited her to have dinner with him again after how badly last night turned out? Next time, if there was a next time, she would drink less wine so she could remember how the evening ended. However, the evening must not have ended badly enough to bother Steven since he asked her for another date. That was an encouraging plus in her favor providing she decided she wanted to date her boss.

The rest of the week went by fast. Every night, she was with Jenny and the other bridesmaids. They had the rehearsal at the church on Wednesday night. The practice went off without a hitch. Jessica was so happy for Jenny. Seeing her glow with love was special. Charlie was going to make a great husband, and they were lucky to have each other.

Thursday was a short day at work. Jessica planned to run errands that afternoon. At noon, she rushed from the office out to the parking lot. Of all things, her car had a flat tire on the rear driver's side. “Stupid car! I haven't got time for this,” she snapped, kicking the deflated tire hard. “Ouch!” She exclaimed as she stood on one foot and rubbed the other one. Of all days! Why me?”

“I don't know why you,” came a calm reply behind her.

Jessica nearly jumped out of her skin. She wheeled around to face Steven and struggled back into her shoe. “Don't you ever do that to me again. I've lost track of how many times you've done that lately. If you keep scaring me, I could have a heart attack.”

“Sorry,” Steven said. The corners of his mouth quivered. “I wouldn't want that to happen to you. Now why are you so upset?”

Jessica pointed to the tire. “As you can see if you look at that tire, I have a big problem. I took the afternoon off to run errands for my sister all of which involve a running car with four stupid tires inflated,” Jessica vented.

Calmly, Steven sympathized. “That's too bad. Would you like me to help you?”

“You turned up at the right time. Do you have ESP or something?” She asked. Steven tilted his head to one side and stood there, waiting for her to answer. “Okay, I'd appreciate it if you can change my tire,” Jessica said as she unlocked the trunk. She lifted up the spare tire. “I can't believe this.”

“Can't believe what?” Steven asked, coming up behind her.

“My spare is flat, too. Of all days,” she groaned. “Stupid car. It will take forever to get the tire fixed, and this spare aired up.”

“I can help you out,” Steven suggested. “I'll be your personal chauffeur.”

“You're too busy to waste your time on me, Mr. Cartan,” Jessica said, distracted by the flat spare.

“I've taken off the rest of the day anyway so let me help you out. I offered, didn't I? And by the way, I wouldn't consider helping you a waste of my time.”

“If you really mean it I'm desperate enough to let you help me,” rushed out of Jessica's mouth.

Steven said shortly, “Oh.”

“I didn't mean it that way. Oh for Pete sake, I can't refuse an offer like yours when I have so much to do,” Jessica declared.

“While I'm helping you with the errands, I'll get a mechanic to come fix your flat and fill the spare with air.” Steven motioned toward his car. “Let's get going. My chariot awaits.” He led her to his car and once they were in, he dialed his car phone and placed a call to a repair shop. “When he finished, he said, “Now that's taken care of. The car will be ready for you when we finish your errands. Where do you want to go first?”

“I have to go home and change clothes. I need to get the decorations out of my bedroom closet and take them to the reception hall for the wedding reception,” she told him.

Jessica unlocked the apartment door. Steven followed her in. “Make yourself at home while I collect the boxes. There's tea, Pepsi and bottles of water in the refrigerator.”

“Just do what you have to do. Don't worry about me. I can take care of myself.”

I've never doubted that for one minute, ran through Jessica's mind. As she rummaged in the closet for the decoration boxes, she heard Steven's footsteps. The refrigerator door opened and shut. The flip top on a soda can popped.

She heard Steven say, “Good to meet you, too, Cat.” Jessica assumed he got a glimpse of B.J..

After she changed into a blouse and jeans, she came back down the hall with one of the boxes and set it down by the door. “I'm just curious. Can you tell what kind of person I am by the way I live?”

“I think so. You like to read benign mysteries.” He picked up Agatha Christie's Sleeping Murder on the lamp table, looked it over and put it back. “Odd since most women would rather read a steamy romance book. You like that sewing stuff beside the couch in the wicker basket which is old fashion. Most women these days don't know how to do that.” Steven tipped the Pepsi can for a drink and sat down at the breakfast counter.

“That sewing stuff is called needle point, and I do like doing it. It calms me down at night. Makes me feel creative as well. Do go on,” Jessica urged with a smile.

“Besides smelling woodsy and lemon scented, which I happen to like, you're always dressed nice. You're a neat person to a fault from the look of your place and a home body. Also, an animal lover from the look of that fat, sleek cat I saw fleetingly as it dodged under the couch to get away from me.”

“You met B.J.. He doesn't like strangers, but he's more like my friend than a pet. We have many interesting conversations, and he doesn't argue back with me,” Jessica said cryptically.

Ignoring the jab that might have been aimed at Mark and him, Steven asked, “Like what kind of conversations can you and a cat have?”

“Usually since he's a little self centered like most males, the talks are about what he's going to be fed. He always hopes it's something he'll like. Sometimes we talk about how much attention I'm going to give him before I pick up my needle point or a book and ignore him. Well, now if the analysis of me is over, I have to keep moving.”

Steven set the empty soda can down and headed for the box, picked it up and said, “Open the door for me.”

Jessica followed him to the car and opened the door so he could put the box on the back seat. “Now I have to go back for the other box, then we will drive by the reception hall. Later tonight when everyone can get together we'll get the decorating done.”

As soon as Steven had the next box in the car, he asked, “What now?”

“Head for the reception hall.”

They each carried a box inside the hall. Steven asked, “Now where?”

“Next is the airport to pick up my parents. Do you want to go with me to get them or would you rather I call a taxi?”

“Hey, I said I'd help. So to the airport it is. I'd really like to meet your parents,” Steven said.

The plane hadn't landed yet when they arrived at the airport. Jessica paced back and forth. “I hope the plane is on time. I hate wasting time here.”

The loud speaker announced the flight coming in.

“That's their flight. Come on,” Jessica said excitedly. She rushed to the gate. Her dad recognized her racing toward them. When he got to her he gave Jessica a big hug as he looked at the man behind her. “So this must be Mark?”

“No, Dad. This is my boss, Mr. Steven Cartan. He offered to help me out with my errands today since I had a flat tire on my car.”

Her dad' asked, “Couldn't you fix it or get it fixed?”

Steven broke in. “Her spare was flat, too. She would have been late getting here, and it wasn't any trouble for me to help Jessica out.”

“Mr. Cartan, meet my parents, Jerry and Marion Showman,” Jessica introduced.

He looked at Jessica. “Steven, please. It's nice to meet both of you,” he said, shaking hands with her parents.

Jessica said with the emphasis on his name, “Steven's going to take us over to Jenny's.”

“I'll take your bags, and we'll get going.” Steven picked up the suitcases and headed out of the terminal.

Jessica's mom whispered, “He's a nice looking man. Anything serious between the two of you?”

“Mother, not so loud. He's my boss,” Jessica hissed.

As she went ahead of her parents, she heard her mom whisper to her father, “I can aways hope, can't I?”

Jessica turned and hissed, “For once stop looking for someone to marry me off. Isn't it enough you have one daughter getting married tomorrow?”

Jenny was surprised when they came into the apartment with Steven toting suitcases. She held out her hand to him as soon as he set the bags down. “We've met before, haven't we?”

Steven gave her one of his disarming smiles. “Yes, how are you?”

Jenny folded her arms and said, “Nervous and growing more jittery by the minute. Never mind me though. Everyone tells me this is normal. So I'm curious. Is there a story behind you being with Jessica today?”

Steven shrugged. “Just helping out while a flat on her car is getting fixed.”

“Well, sounds like you certainly saved the day. Jessica could use a knight in shining armor once in a while. Are you free tomorrow evening? As payback for all your help, you're invited to come to the wedding if you like. Actually, you could help out again. That way Jessica will have someone to escort her to the reception later.”

Steven said eagerly, “I'd be delighted to come and be Jessica's date for the evening.”

“Good,” Jenny said. “See how easy it is to get you a date, Sister.” She winked at Steven, and he winked back.

Through the whole conversation, Jessica had been looking from one to the other of them. Jenny planned her whole evening for her without asking her. The conversation between Steven and Jenny happened as if Jessica wasn't even in the room. Wait until she got Jenny away from her parents so they couldn't hear. She would chew her sister out good for doing this to her.

Friday morning, Steven showed up early on her doorstep. Jessica answered the door dressed in a lavender blouse and jeans. She asked brusquely, “What are you doing here this morning?”

“Good morning to you, too,” Steven said teasingly. He looked her up and down. “Are you wearing that to the wedding?”

“No, I'm not. I happened to have a very pretty bridesmaid dress to put on as you well know. There's a few errands I still have to run before I change.”

“I could help again,” Steven said eagerly.

“I'm sure by now my tire is fixed so if I had a ride to my car, I can drive myself today,” Jessica urged.

“I know that, but I want to help,” Steven insisted.

“For the life of me, I don't know why you would,” Jessica said.

Steven looked put out.

“All right, I give up, but I warn you it's boring stuff. I have a hair appointment, and I really should go over to Jenny's and check on my parents. You really want to do this, Mr. Cartan?”

Steven looked exasperated. “We back to last names again? You're supposed to call me Steven.”

“All right, I forgot. Steven, are you sure you want to drive me around?”

“I asked didn't I? I'd be glad to spend the day with you doing whatever needs to be done. Let's go,” he said.

When Jessica came back to the car after her hair appointment, Steven whistled. “You are beautiful with your hair up like that.”

“I suppose it does change my looks. Being a bridesmaid requires a fancier hairdo. Now I have to go over to Jenny's apartment. See if my parents need anything and help Jenny get ready for the wedding. My dress is there, too.”

“When do you need me to pick you up?”

“Five would be fine. Listen I feel like Jenny trapped you into going. Are you sure you want to come with me to this wedding?”

“I don't mind at all,” Steven assured her.

“Come to think about it, I don't remember Jenny or you asking me what I thought about you escorting me,” Jessica said.

“Sorry about that. You're right. I should correct that over sight. Will you do me the honor of letting me be your escort to your sister's wedding?” Steven asked formally with a twinkle in his eyes.

“Yes, but I still say Jenny shouldn't have put you on the spot like that.”

“I'm not sorry. I'm looking forward to it,” Steven insisted.

“Well, I'm not sure how I'll ever be able to repay you for being so helpful,” Jessica worried.

“Oh, I'll think of something,” he said with a devilish grin.

Jessica didn't like the sound of that remark. Too late to take back what she said, and she had too many other things to worry about at the moment.

Steven slowed to a stop and parked long enough for Jessica to get out of his car. She went inside and found Jenny and their mother hustling around from one end of the apartment to the other.

Her dad was sitting on one corner of the couch trying to keep out of the way. “What's the matter? Couldn't you talk your boss into coming in for another dose of Showmans?”

“Oh, Dad, don't start. Thanks to Jenny, he's coming back to drive me to the church later,” Jessica told him.

Jenny hesitated in mid rush to look at Jessica. “I'm glad Steven is bringing you. Seemed like a good idea at the time and still does to me. You should get to know him better. He seems like a really nice guy.”

“It might have been nicer if I was let in on the plan and had the opportunity to asked Steven myself,” Jessica groused.

“That would have been the ideal plan, but I didn't trust you to follow through on it. I felt like I had to take things into my own hands to make sure you had an escort,” Jenny said frankly.

“Mark would have escorted me if I'd asked him,” Jessica said.

“The key words there are if I'd asked him. You didn't. Besides, I like Steven,” Jenny said.

“Oh fine, now you're picking men for me to date,” Jessica said.

“That's what sisters are for. To help,” Jenny said, giggling as she left the room.

Later that afternoon, Marie kept an eye on the time and told them, “Let's get this show on the road.”

“It is time to go,” Jerry Showman agreed. “Jess, you best go get your sister.”

Jessica went to Jenny's room. “We have to go now. Are you ready?”

“Does my hair look okay? Is my makeup on right?” Jenny fretted.

“You look just fine,” Jessica said, smiling at her. “Take it easy and try to calm down.”

Jenny took a deep breath. “I don't know if I can do that, but here I go.”

When they filed out of the apartment, Steven had just parked out front. Jessica got in with him, and they followed her sister's car and the other two bridesmaids in Dawn's car. The traffic was bumper to bumper. Jessica was anxious when they had to go so slow, but they arrived at the church in plenty of time.

The women each took their garment bags and headed for the Sunday school class room to get dressed. They kept up a running chatter for a while. Finally Jessica said, “Jenny, how are you holding up?”

“Oh, Jess, I wish the wedding was over,” Jenny said, wadding up a Kleenex. She passed it from one hand to the other.

Jessica laughed, “If you're this nervous just think what poor Charlie is going through right now.”

They all laughed at that thought.

A hush came over them when they heard the wedding music start.

Jenny's smile dried up.

Jessica said, “All right, everyone. Take one last deep breath, and let's get this show on the road.”

The bridesmaids gripped their white rose bouquets a little tighter so the guests wouldn't notice their trembling hands and walked slowly down the aisle to the alter. When they lined up, the Wedding March began. Jenny's dad gave her a hug, and they marched down the aisle. Jenny's eyes were on Charlie. He watched her admiringly with a trembling smile.

Jessica searched the seats, smiled and nodded slightly at several people. What almost unnerved her was the way Steven's eyes were on her. He nodded ever so slightly and winked. She hoped that was a signal that she was doing all right so far. By that time, the bride made it to the alter, and the wedding party had to turn around to face the minister.



So look for Connie's books in all the places you would find my books if you would like a sweet romance.